2 days since my last post.
I failed. twice. not good enough. so pathetic when you think about it. i want to succeed. But i should be posting here on a daily basis. I feel like i need to confess these issues here. And when i did on that first day i felt empowered and ready to face the days when i feel tempted.
I know i can do this. i just need to want it enough. TOday is saturday- today is when i can renew my efforts to be the best me i can be.
Im sorry for letting myself down, and im sorry for letting down all those who rely on me and my example.
But lets do it. lets win this fight.
until next time- thanks.
Saturday, 17 September 2011
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
My First Post
The purpose of my blog is to track my attempt to rid myself of my addiction to pornography. I just want to get clean. Im sure if you are reading this you have had a liked experience of being sick to death of feeling hooked by something that is pulling you down.
We all need help and support, and we all need to work together for this purpose. I feel down sometimes and last night was the breaking point. Im changing, and I want you to track my change. Why? I want those feeling desperate to use my example of standing up to this great evil to find courage in their own lives to get rid of their habit that destroys our relationships with each other.
lets take a stand together. Set up your won blogs, keep track on here of days clean. Send me a link and I will post them and support them, I ask only that you support me in a like way.
Its dehumanizing, it makes me feel dirty, lessens my confidence, tears my life down and makes me weep for the days of being clean. they will be back- i refuse to lay down from now onwards.
Lets do it toghether and prove to ourselves that we better than this.
This is day one of a new year in my life. It will be great. Lets do great things together.
Please.
Getting Clean.
We all need help and support, and we all need to work together for this purpose. I feel down sometimes and last night was the breaking point. Im changing, and I want you to track my change. Why? I want those feeling desperate to use my example of standing up to this great evil to find courage in their own lives to get rid of their habit that destroys our relationships with each other.
lets take a stand together. Set up your won blogs, keep track on here of days clean. Send me a link and I will post them and support them, I ask only that you support me in a like way.
Its dehumanizing, it makes me feel dirty, lessens my confidence, tears my life down and makes me weep for the days of being clean. they will be back- i refuse to lay down from now onwards.
Lets do it toghether and prove to ourselves that we better than this.
This is day one of a new year in my life. It will be great. Lets do great things together.
Please.
Getting Clean.
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